Fresh Start

I am starting out slow.

My sister is getting married on May 19th. I am the Maid of Honor and I DON'T want to look like a whale up there beside her.

There are 13 weeks until her wedding. I need to choose I healthy goal and I need to do everything I can to achieve it. I think if I make this goal maybe it will make the other goal seem more achievable.

I still want to be a healthy weight by the time I turn 21, but at the rate I'm going, I'll be doubling my weight instead of taking it off. And that makes me sick.

I just hate cooking and it takes up so much time. But it's time I need to suck it up and do what I need to do to get healthy. I'm ready to change my life hopefully for good this time. I AM READY.